Being Open

So I deleted my post saying that I was going to make my blog private. I have been wrestling the thought over and over in my head and decided to just let my blog be and allow for others who have come across my blog be able to read it.

Reading about other's lives and being able to in a sense be a part of their lives is a neat experience. I love reading other peoples blogs for just this reason. So I don't want to have some people who may be reading this to not be allowed to be a part of my life.

For those of you who do know me, know that it is hard for me to open up. I'm afraid of what others will think of me, of being vulnerable and afraid of being hurt or of others being hurt for things that I say.

I have decided that having a blog will help me to open up a bit more. It will be hard so please hang in there with me while I take baby steps with being more open.

sorry...

So, for those of you who read my blog I'm sorry for not writing in a while. I just don't know what to write about or how what direction I'm wanting to go with my blog. I'm not sure if I want to make it private again and post more about my life instead of just making it all really vague, if I just want to quit the blogging world, or if I should just need some guidance from others on what I should name my blog and what I should possibly write about.

In a lot of ways the blogging world scares me a lot because it makes what you write on here public domain and for me even making it private scares me because there are still ways for those that are really desperate to see the blog.

I love reading the blogs that I follow and how each one is more personal than mine is. I love reading about other's lives and getting to have like an inside look as to what they think about or what is going on in their lives.

So if you are reading this and maybe have a suggestions for me with a new title for my blog or maybe what you think you would like to read about I would love some ideas!!